So I am having my US this Thursday. I am excited but the last couple of days I have started to worry about them finding something that isn't going to be good. I kept picturing a happy day, but the reality is that they may find defects or something wrong with the baby. That would make me sad, and it would change the excitement of finding out if this is a boy or girl. But I already feel this baby is ours, and we love him or her so much already, no matter what. Whatever comes, God is in control and knows exactly what is going on and He is the One who has given us this miracle baby. No matter what, we will love this baby entirely. I know God tells us to "worry for nothing", so I will certainly try!
I have been feeling the baby move more and more and it is exciting. Knowing that something really is inside me and growing and reacting to me and JJ is wonderful. I have waited so long for this, and it is still unbelievable to me. When you wait for so long for a dream to come true, and then it happens, sometimes it is hard to believe it is actually happening. I really can't wait until the delivery day when we meet this little one; to see what s/he looks like, sounds like, smells like. I think I will be pinching myself all day making sure I am not dreaming!
I pray every woman who desires that too gets to experience it!