Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Here's Hoping

I am finally feeling better, back to my old self again. I am currently trying to find the motivation to get back into the gym. I am excited I feel like I can do that again. It took way too long to recover from surgery. Now I am waiting to finish the pack of BCP's and then try the Clomid and Ovidrel. I have to say, I love being on BCP's. My skin is better, I feel better--it's amazing how when you get your hormones straight, you feel good! I can only hope this continues when I am pregnant. When I am pregnant--that sounds weird. I am saying "when" in faith! 
I really hope that it happens in the first round. This year has been so hard. I am not sure I could take it if it didn't work fairly quickly. I feel like I could have a nervous breakdown. I had a mini breakdown the other day. This insurance thing is really taking me for a ride. I spoke with a billing rep at my doc's office and he said he spoke with the insurance co. stating that they are contracted with them, and they should resubmit the claims. He said it should take about 2 weeks to be resubmitted. In the meantime, I wait and pray and hope that they accept them and pay for them. Otherwise we are in the hole about $4,000. Something we were not prepared for. Ahh insurance, you love 'em and you hate 'em!

7 comments:

  1. Hey there! Sounds like we are going through some of the same things--I just had 3 fibroids removed too. What is your next step? Best of luck to you!

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  2. Insurance people - I hate them more than I love them.

    Good Luck to you!

    ICLW

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  3. Hi Heather, I want to leave you a virtual hug in the ICLW week and a true wish that your If journey will be very short. Love, Fran

    *ICLW*

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  4. I recently learned that my insurance no longer covers "infertility treatments." YIKES...still trying to figure out what my "next steps" are going to be now.

    Best wishes to you and DH!

    *ICLW*

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  5. YOu can have all of my BCP's- they do just the opposite to me. Good luck on the insurance and first cycle!

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  6. I love that you said, WHEN I am pregnant. I am on the cusp of my first IUI and I wasn't feeling super hopeful, but your sentence made me realize that this could be an important affirmation.

    Sorry your insurance is being so difficult. Best wishes on your journey to a BFP, I hope its a really short one!

    iclw

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  7. UHG I'm pretty sure that some of the insurance people LIVE to make us pull out our hair. I hope it gets resolved soon so all you have to think about it getting pregnant. Sending you lots of good JUJU for you cycle!
    *HUGS/ICLW*

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